It aint easy
06 December 2009 @ 7:40 PM
Seriously getting pissed off with the whole lot of them
What's the problem with them?
Dont they know maths?
It isnt easy organising a chalet for a class
And nobody spares a thought for me
I was so troubled over this matter
When i asked for opinions,
There was none
And when i went ahead with me plans,
Everyone start commenting (behind my back)
So what's the fuck problem?
If we have an outing instead, it would be more costly
So, just pay the amount required of you
I did not get extra amount for myself
I have to pay so damn more than everyone else
I am not even complaining to anyone
But i really cant stand the nonsense already
I really want to thank Shuwen, Akbar, Zihan and those who were cooperative
I seriously appreciate
And to those who saw "you need to pay" and not reply,
Fuck off and stop being freaking stingy
It's really pissing
I have half the mind to call off everything
Since nobody appreciate my efforts,
What for waste time and money and energy planning this?
And now, i know who are the stingy people.
Labels: Yes or No
Oh, do you exist?
05 December 2009 @ 2:18 AM
It's been awhile since i heard SOULMATE - NATASHA BEDINGFIELD
Still, troubles gather together in my head
It's hard for me to open up and talk
Many things has changed
People are no longer how they used to be
Everyday i ponder why
But my answer never come
I am truly tired of everything
Family, work, relationships, people, myself
Oh my lord, please lead me out of this
Incompatible, it doesnt matter though.
Is it possible to find Mr Loveable?
Maybe you are here, but in a disguise.
Please appear infront of me soon.
Who doesnt look for someone to hold?
Who knows how to love you without being told.
Somebody tell me why i am on my own.
Circles never end and ;
Most relationships seems so transitory.
Why? I dont know why this happens.
I want to know what is love
I want you to show me like how you did before
I've got nowhere else to hide
In my life, there is heartache and pain
I dont know if i can facee it again
I cant stop now, i dont know how to
This is not something i am supposed to do
Just waiting for you, it's so long and lonely
My love is deep.. is it? I dont know
My life seems empty, i think about those days
Seriously, i hate you
Labels: Soulmate
Super bored
03 December 2009 @ 2:43 PM

I am really quite troubled with things i shouldnt be reminiscing
But i cant help it
Those things have been on my mind for quite some time
ARGH ARGH ARGH
I wish kenglin was here so i could talk to her
It's been raining for some days
And rainy days are...?
Talked to Jeremy
Mood got alittle better
He never fails to encourage me at my lowest point
Thanks, my friend.
Even though i still dont think i have fully walked out of my past,
I am treasuring and loving myself more than before
I am coming to terms that we are just destined,
For that short period.
I am glad to be yours, in the past
But now, I just got to accept the fact that you are gone
What's done, is done. No use thinking already
I should pick myself up and walk on
It's time to move on
Labels: Sighs
Happy happy
@ 8:39 AM

The good news is, all my money is coming in
Means that i can buy my ipod touch
And shopping sprees (: and go out more often
This is GREAT!
But i super dislike working here
Everyone seems to be nice
But there is a unexplainable feeling
Cite an example,
I designed the cover page for the workshop
It was perfect
And after i send her, she resend me
I did not notice, but i believe it wasnt what i did
After mass printing, she point out the mistake
Same thing for the faculty and objective page
I detest working under her!!
Is that sabotage?
But yet, she is a christian..
It's such a pity
I think i am over sensitive but,
I am not going to trust her anymore.
It's such a waste of paper and time and energy
And this job takes away all my energy
I could even nap in the mrt, standing up
The job is super duper uber boring
How much longer can i live on, i wonder
I think of you, daily
Carissa dearest, be happy! (:
Labels: Exhausted exhausted
Weird Separattion
29 November 2009 @ 7:53 PM
New faces in church, lost of youths
Cause church is splited up
Went to tm with sister after service
Bought dark blue nail polish! (:
Painting the new colour later
And bought nail art too.
Bought a roasted duck for dinner too
Today is boring
Dont know what to reply to him
So i did not reply
You wont be reading anyway, sorry
Labels: 心裡很多話想說說不出來
Hair Style
28 November 2009 @ 9:46 PM
It's such a boring day today
I will be going to church tml (:
Some people are just rude and annoying
I am aware of my imperfections
I dont want things this way either
But i am born this way
I just have to accept this despite how much i detest it
So stop rubbing salt into my wound
And if i made it obvious that i dont want to attend,
Stop psycho-ing me, cause it wont work
Nobody can force me to do anything i dont want to
Watching Momo Love
Craving for some food
But dont know what to eat
But i am curry puff from Old Chang Kee
Family is ________
Sometimes i feel like rebonding my hair
And giving it another colour
Goodbye
Labels: Bored
The twilight sage: New moon
@ 12:30 AM
Gonna watch New Moon soon! (:
Like once it's released, i'll watch it.
Sister said that the show was a disappointment
Lots of things i wanna do
But not much time
Shopping & Pool & Outing
Watching "Coffee Prince" now
Life is boring
Goodbye
Labels: Time. Money
Ipod touch
26 November 2009 @ 4:04 PM

ipod touch, come to mama XDD
{8GB, $308}{30hours of playback}{Wi-Fi} - tempting!! :DDDDDDD
Labels: Money come